it's 7:45 am..
it's 7:45 am. And i'm at my station in the office. Why? lol.. i dunno. I got home at 12 last night and by 1:30 i was already dreaming.
"Aliens came down in the disguise of a meteor shower. They took us one by one but selectively. For some reason they left me alone. It was as if I commanded them. I can't see them but I unknowingly ruled their actions. They took every burden.. every sadness.. everything that I've committed myself to.. but left me alone. I looked around and saw that I've nothing to hold on to. I was free.. till i caught myself in a mirror and saw no one was there next to me. They took my worries.. but they also took away my reason.."
I woke up. It was 4:28 am. I tried but just couldn't fall asleep. The events of the previous day kept playing in my head. I made the same mistakes.. again. The dark empty ceiling played it all in a loop. It just wouldn't stop.. it kept on even while i'm lost under the showers. Why am i doing this to myself? I saw the T-shirt i wore yesterday. Mocking me. My headphones. Mocking me. My bed, my chair, my fan... I looked into the mirror. Even my own reflection betrayed me.
6:16 am. I was out of the house.. making my usual way. It was dark still. I see the mother's packing some lunch into school bags. I saw fathers sending their sons and daughters to school. Couples locking their doors and getting into their cars. I felt dizzy..
6:42 am. Daybreak.
"Aliens came down in the disguise of a meteor shower. They took us one by one but selectively. For some reason they left me alone. It was as if I commanded them. I can't see them but I unknowingly ruled their actions. They took every burden.. every sadness.. everything that I've committed myself to.. but left me alone. I looked around and saw that I've nothing to hold on to. I was free.. till i caught myself in a mirror and saw no one was there next to me. They took my worries.. but they also took away my reason.."
I woke up. It was 4:28 am. I tried but just couldn't fall asleep. The events of the previous day kept playing in my head. I made the same mistakes.. again. The dark empty ceiling played it all in a loop. It just wouldn't stop.. it kept on even while i'm lost under the showers. Why am i doing this to myself? I saw the T-shirt i wore yesterday. Mocking me. My headphones. Mocking me. My bed, my chair, my fan... I looked into the mirror. Even my own reflection betrayed me.
6:16 am. I was out of the house.. making my usual way. It was dark still. I see the mother's packing some lunch into school bags. I saw fathers sending their sons and daughters to school. Couples locking their doors and getting into their cars. I felt dizzy..
6:42 am. Daybreak.
